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Sunday, September 25, 2011

Friend Beyond Life


It was my first day in college. There was an utmost anxiousness, out bounded curiosity, a loud silence within me about how it will be the life in the college, how will be the new colleagues, lecturers. There were so many questions pouring in my unsettled mind.

At the second day of my college, I met someone in the class, a bit serious, somewhat taller,from me, slightly dark but with a good heart and mind.  - Mukesh Kumar Singh. This was his very first impression. We were the first comers on that day. No one else still arrived at that time. So we introduced each other. After that we started to sit together and our friendship grew. The true test of our friendship came in a very short time. I still remember one incident in my first year where he showed me the real meaning of friendship the very first time.

            Once the back benchers were harassing the senior professor without having any kind of sense and limit and it went beyond the toleration power of that gentleman. The professor lost his mind and went to principal. Principal came like a rainstorm and fired all the students of the class, and then he asked to the professor who those fellows were harassing him. He particularly mentioned all the management batch students, so the principal immediately ordered to stand up all that batch’s students. I was one of that batch students’ but not in that group of friends. Unfortunately or may be fortunately (why fortunately, you’ll get to know soon), Professor pointed to me and said he is one of those fellows who is constantly does mischief in the class. I was literally shocked and was taken aback by his reaction as I was one of the quietest boys in the class, or you can say the most in the whole college. Even the class was amazed by the reaction of the professor. Without any cross checking the stats, the principal grab my collar and drag me out of the class. It was really shocking and embarrassing to me. Principal threatened me and other two classmates that he’ll rusticate and give up our LCs. I was getting more and more anxious. After pleading the principal he came up with me in the class.

The first person to protest and stand by me in my favor was Mukesh. I still remember he literally stood up and said audaciously to the principal that I haven’t done anything. If I were at his place I should have thought first and little bit hesitated that what would happen after this, but he stood up for me courageously, without any mind of hesitation for how the consequences will come. After him whole row started to protest that I wasn’t involved in any kind of activity that would harm any of the faculty members. Principal agreed with the wholesome protest. At that point of time, I was moved and I saw my first real friend who does what he says, who did what he said. This was real fortune for me.

I have seen many of the friends who are just pretentious and there’s always something fishy running in their minds. But this was a big show turner and an incident that would never be forgotten. 
आपत्सु स्नेहसंयुक्तं मित्रम् !
The meaning that- in the harsh times, only REAL friends come to rescue...He’s the person who gave me my life which was boring, useless, unexciting and unreal, taught me how to live life with liveliness, and always guided me where I was completely lost. I can say he knows me well better than myself.

             Now when I retrospect, there were some who used me, there were some who took me for granted, there were some for whom I was just a Timepass material and also some who were not my friends at all but pretending to be so. Contrary to this, those who were real ones, who mattered the most are still with me.
 
             This post is not for showing the world how intense, trustworthy and meaningful friendship we both share but for sharing this unbreakable relationship and its mystical strength that our friendship possesses and for the things I haven’t able to tell him. And may be to show the epitome of friendship for the future generation to come… you truly are the friend beyond life..

Sunday, June 19, 2011

યાદ આવશે...

યાદ આવશે એ પળ જયારે તને પહેલી વાર જોયેલી
એ પળ જયારે મારી આખી દુનિયા થમી ગયેલી..
આમતો દુનિયા બહુજ મોટી લાગે છે
યાદ આવશે એજ દુનિયા જે તારા માં સમાય ગયેલી..


યાદ આવશે એ પળ જયારે તે મને જોયોતો
એ પળ જયારે આપડી નજરો મળેલી..
આમતો નજરો-નજરો માં બધા ઘાયલ થઇ જાય છે
યાદ આવશે એજ ઘાયલતા જેમાં રઈને અવનવી ખુશી અનુંભવીતી..


યાદ આવશે એ પળ જયારે મારી આંખો તને શોધતી
એ પળ જયારે એજ આંખો તને ના મળતા અંદર ને અંદર જ રડતી..
આમતો લોકો કહે છે કે શોધવા થી તો ભગવાન પણ મળી જાય છે
પણ એ આંખો ક્યાંથી લાવું જે તને જોઇને ખીલખીલાતી..


યાદ આવશે એ આપડી પહેલી મુલાકાત
એ પહેલી વાત જે તે મને કરેલી..
આમતો વાતો-વાતો માં કેટલાય સબંધો બાંધી જાય છે…
પણ યાદ આવશે એજ વાતો જે આગળ ક્યારે ના વધેલી..


યાદ તો બસ યાદ અજ રઈ જશે..
ને યાદ માં ને યાદ માં આખી જિંદગી વીતી જશે..
પણ જો ક્યારે પણ તું મને યાદ કરીશ
તો મારીજ યાદ માં પોતાને પામીશ..


આભાર,
© નીલ આનંદ

Thursday, March 17, 2011

A New Blog Around the Corner..

Well, it’s been a long time I haven’t got a chance to write anything. Oh, that’s pathetic excuse! There should be no such excuses. It’s almost more than a month I haven’t posted anything (too bad). Even I am not getting any idea what title should I give to this new entry in my blog. So, here I am re-honing the thing which I like the most in the world (even more than the crushes I have right now & the crushes I will have in the future) – “Writing”. Yeah, I am back into the business!

                The last month was like a roller-coaster ride for me with everyday traveling meeting new people around, taking the new creative thing-photography to some better level, sharing ideas with someone all over, gazing those cute smiles & beautiful eyes far and wide, trying to help anyone & everyone, controlling the fluttering romance in the bus and lifeless boring work at the office and having a ball of time with the friends and the new friends at my workplace. Next posts will be related to the month that somehow changed my personality (as my best friend Mukesh told me, don't know how he got to this thing). May be you'll get to notice that sudden change in my writing too.

                Well the last post was about someone’s smile I got to encountered with, someone whom I have been liking for so much time, now this one is for experiencing the same person’s persona and objectives and nature and behavior and….blah blah blah…all in all came to the conclusion that the person is just not the same as it seems to be on the first look. I have been writing many things solely on her beauty she possesses but the real reality is whole and all different. It’s like having some freaky “FREE” offers super scripted by an (*) asterisk sign in the end. Yes, Beauty is dangerous captivated by those beautiful mean smile & those sparkling eyes that just meant to bluff you. LoL. Well no more moaning on that as the conclusion is concluded. Sigh!

                There’s so much to tell you all and there’s so much to write about but for now my bed is seducing me to sleep with. So catch you later. Good Night folks. :)

Tuesday, February 08, 2011

A Smile can make you Fly..

Its very truly said that a simple cute innocent smile can do wonders in one’s world. It’s been a healer in every way and would change the moment, at least for that very perfect time.

And what if you got a reciprocative smile from someone whom you really adore, someone whom you really like, someone who’s just a smile can make you feel content from the innermost core of your heart. 
That bighearted smile on that fairy like face with deep captivating eyes adorned with dark black eyelashes, watching you, almost like two stars came down to earth and are just came to sparkle at you.
Eyes starts to dream, heart starts to sing, mind goes out of the way & starts to think unthinkable, starts to reach unreachable thoughts and almost make you fly in your daydreams. 

     Yes it is true, a smile can make you fly..

Saturday, January 22, 2011

A New Beginning..

                Life entered in a new phase today..Struggle..thats the word-Struggle..Sort of a new word for me. Struggling is the phase where everyone goes through, where each and every living thing passes. While thinking on this, I saw one hoarding describing a thought written in gujarati which goes the way-
“Vijeta ni koi expiry date nathi hoti.” 
A winner doesn’t have any expiry dates, very true in its own sense. And whole thought carved out into one..
”STRUGGLE TO WIN”.. 
A life is not a life without struggle. Struggle to win life.. Struggle to win everything.. We are breathing, watching, listening, speaking, acting, reacting, learning and everything that our senses perceive. All in all we are struggling. Every second is a struggle. That’s the only way to conquer life and survive.

Friday, January 21, 2011

A boy with a Kite...

             Today in the morning I saw one little boy running with his kite, so cheerful, full with liveliness and bliss. He must be around 5 years old unaware of the outer world, deep down in to whatever he was doing. Just holding that kite in his small little hands was so much happy and smiling all the way running. Isn’t that true happiness? Doing whatever you want to do. Doing whatever you feel to do and experiencing the eternal state of bliss. That’s what the true state of happiness is. 

We all are in a race in achieving materialistic, unreal and useless things that just make us happy for some time. We expect that someone will come and make us happy, we expect happiness from others. Say it in sharing our views and expecting someone to be agree with us, doesn’t matter that thing is right or wrong, or the comments and views of others regarding the work we do. This all leads to expectations. And happiness is not bound to expectations; I should say PURE state of happiness is not bound to expectations. I know no one is interested in my writing or my photography but I like to do it. I do found my happiness in it and that doesn’t need anybody’s attention. I love to do it and I’ll do it until and unless it doesn’t harm anyone or his/her intentions. I love to share my world, my feelings whether through writing or photography.

Happiness is within us, deep down in some lost corner of our heart. Find that little corner and find that feeling that leads you towards happiness that is not bound by anyone.
 
Do whatever that leads you to the state where nothing matters, and what matters is just YOU and YOUR HAPPINESS.